I think you must love Eeyore (sp) and might find something about everything that makes whatever it is "Sucks." I am retired, shop on average three days a week (and usually schedule those shops just one or two days in advance) and find an extra $1200 to $1400 a month. This averages to about $16.00 an hour before I will declare mileage and expense deductions, etc., on my taxes next year. (Which I think will make that $16 rise to the neighborhood of $20 an hour.) Not bad for a stress free, "I'm my own boss," schedule everything I do around my retirement fun years, easy kind of part time job.
$1400 for 12 days work each month... part time job. And as the person earlier mentioned, whenever a road trip or weekend jaunt, or something fun comes my way to play, it is sooo easy to pack my kit, and go on down the road...
Yes, life is to short to be mad and pout, and spread your anger about life around to hit whoever is near or might be paying attention to you. Maybe your expectations were unrealistic or set too high by something or someone other than yourself, couldn't be met, which frustrated and angered you.....
May you find peace in something you choose.
rMichael