Things around MS have been changing. Maritz sold out. Jobs are harder to get and they pay less. I am disabled. There is only certain work I can do. My bills are creeping up. Then editors have issues. I had to call the supervisor for HP and get a special payment because they threw out my shop (that took 4 hours because Office Depot has 196 different SKU's. (three recounts and they closed early) I can't assign any Chevron reshops, I don't know if I'm blocked if there is an issue with me personally or if it is a technical issue. I can't pay my credit cards down and take a loan out on my rental property if I'm not making any money. Right now I'm just feeling totally overwhelmed.